i sleep with ears pressed against walls from dusk till dawn i listen for your sound (it is the only, except my own) i wade blindly through the dark grasping the sweet air that trails behind you as you travel beyond me i silently fill myself with you until i am brimming cross-modal neuroplasticity, written by me, copyrighted ?? -b
i am beyond humbled reading your responses to my writing. ive been studying poetry for almost five years now, and im at a place where i feel as if my writing reflects my true self. i can recall countless times where i sat awake until three o'clock in the morning pouring myself into my journal, trying to put my heart into words, and i finally feel like i am able to. though ive been writing for so long, i was always afraid to immerse my followers in my pieces, because it's so intimate to me, and i wasn't sure if anyone would be interested. lately, thanks to a few people closest to me, and some wonderful feedback from some of my professors, ive been more than inspired to start showing you guys what it is that i really do.. and to me, there is nothing more beautiful than seeing others connect with my thoughts, emotions, and spirit... so thank you. ?? photo of me by john.
i have an entire drawer full of @andi_bagus beautiful designs ???? thank you for sending me your incredible pieces. i freak out every time you post a new design, you're so talented! they're so unbelievably beautiful and affordable, and durable (ive had these for over a year now and they're still perfectly in tact) also thank you to @jouubellini for training me to burn the bacon, im proud to say im now a runner and i love it ?? now, for these midterms.... seeeee yaaaa ???? #andibagus #bikini #midterms #whendidistartusinghashtagsagain
got a funny DM the other day. it was from a guy who started off asking my major and all that, and of course I try to respond to all of you guys so I told him. He then said something along the lines of doesn't your boyfriend mind the photos you post? And I said, well, why would he? And he said that It seems like I'm trying to get the attention of other men. Lol I don't think I've ever laughed so hard! Let me explain to the men here why this is so problematic. First of all, of course @evanleff doesn't mind, not only is he a supportive boyfriend, but what I post isn't his business nor is what he posts, mine. ?? Our actions, what we choose to do as women, such as posting certain photos, wearing a revealing outfit, wearing heavy makeup, or ANY general decision, believe it or not, has nothing to do with anyone but US. Our decisions are our for our own happiness, and are most definitely not aimed to get the attention of men. That's such a self centered way of thinking if you're a man who believes that women do things for YOUR attention ?? Truthfully thats the last thing on our minds. Let us live!!! ????If you're a lady and you've experienced some of this self centered bullshit, please comment below and have a laugh with me, because I thought this was so hilarious ?? (ps. You can see a screenshot of my response on my Twitter, the link is in my bio) ???? also, I'm not trying to out this guy or anything, but really speak about an issue that I know all women have experienced.